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1:00pm-

I'm honestly so sick of the way things have been recently. It's been a constant repeat of events but as said before change is here. I think i might just have to rush the process a bit. 

1:25pm-

the day honestly seems to be getting worse by the minutes. No to sure on tonights plans anymore either. wow.

:|

1:45pm-

I just got a call from journeys. I still have a check up there and my discount is good "officially" until tomorrow. This is definately a plus in todays events. Looks like I'm scooping a pair of Vans! or dress shoes :P

2:35pm-

the day has turned! me and the misses are good, plans are set for the night.

Things should be peaceful. I'll provide an update later and review of the show.

3:47am-

Its the middle of the night. Possibly one of the best/worst nights of my life, but nevertheless a reality check. The show was great Jonezetta was spectacular.We decided to dip out before Meg&Dia went on tho.

IHOP.

But overall the upsetting part was the reality check on my relationship. a growing pint and realization all in one. I learned if I'm going to keep up this thing ten i better get my head in the game and turn these things around. I'm going on a year into this and my love has progressed but i havent done much to better things.I learned i could honestly do ALOT more to be a better boyfriend and more trustworthy/committed. Well along with life and my struggle to better it. Looks like i have MORE things to be turning around. Along with my job situation.

Goodnight everyone.

Let this be a lesson.

i love you shelby even if you did rip up my favorite painting.

:/

<3